Sometimes you need to stand on a hill and scream about your love to the town

Mi amor.

Happy birthday.  Those two words just don’t seem to do justice to what really needs to be said.  Maybe a “Thank you”- or “I love you”, or “holy shit you’re so much more amazing than the amazing person you were when I first met you”….or how about – “that birthday suit looks dyn-O-mite”….

But seriously – how can I convey how much you mean to me?  there aren’t enough words in the English language.  Maybe I need to learn Chinese – rumor on the street is they have like 20,000 letters in their alphabet.  Surely that would assist me in my task.  I’ve told you before that you give the phrase “the better half” deeper meaning.  Saying “you complete me”, while true, really doesn’t get it right because not only do you complete me, but you make me a better me.  I’m 50% without you but 110% with you. 

I feel like our thoughts….our minds…our souls…are bonded at a deep level.  Deeper than a blown out oil well in the gulf of Mexico. 

you make me me but let me still be me.  I can’t thank you enough…I can’t love you enough…I can’t kiss you enough.  You are absolutely the perfect person on planet earth for me. out of 6 billion people I just happened to meet you on a starry night in Los Angeles.  It’s like having a shooting star of love crashing into me over and over….por que tu amor yo tengo mi te quiero ojos siempre.  Mi espanol es muy mal, parro tu saves como yo habla.

Since we first met, you have grown into an amazing woman.  Your strength to persevere in the face of adversity is heroic.  Your ability to put one foot in front of the other and keep plugging along towards your educational and career goals should be recorded as an example for all little girls.  So they can see what a strong, beautiful, educated, level headed woman looks like.   You are quite the example of how life should be lived.   I have learned so much from you.  You too, (along with my pops) have taught me how to be a better man.  My life is so much better as a result of “us” that it’s hard to put into one little note all the different ways that you make me better.

We’ve been through a lot together….we’ve moved from one end of the country to the other….we’ve loved and lost friends and family together.  We've laughed our asses off together....If I’m going to do this journey of life…I want it to be with you…forever and for eternity you’re my journey buddy. I  love road tripping through life with you – high on love and drunk on the hope that our future will bring.

Mi amor….i love you. ….i know this is a personal note…and it is meant just for you……but at the same time…sometimes you have to climb a hill and scream to everyone that you love someone…so let this be my e-hill and my e-scream.

I LOVE CAT MOLTER AND I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HER!!!!!!!  SHE RULES AND ALL YOU OTHER PUTAS CAN SUCK A LEMON!

Now everyone knows…..that I love you more than I can put into words….and that’s saying something.

I look forward to our tonight…I look forward to our tomorrow…and I will always….always, always, always cherish and hold very tight the memories of our past. 

Thank you so much……happy birthday….you deserve to be the happiest person on the planet today.

Love love love times a fillion billion gajillion.

Mi nombre es estaban, parro mi amigos diga mi Sven

road tripping through life.